Getting Used to Late Nights Chapter 11

It was 11:00 at night when i had to get up and feed Flora. I had been doing this constantly for a whole entire three months. I had not been getting any sleep what so ever. It was completely and utterly exhausting. 

I gave Flora her baby food and went to grab a book to read as she ate. This was my normal routine and of course Jacob was asleep. I was the only one who actually had to get up and feed her. I felt like i was on my own. Jacob had only held Flora twice since she was born. It was terrible. He never even knew i got out of bed or at least thats what i thought. 

I set my little angel Flora down into her crib and said

Jasmine: I love you Flora :)

Flora: Mommy!

Flora said her first word! Mommy! Her first word! I looked shocked and i was smiling at my little girl. I felt a tear in my eye. Like the tears i had when i found out i was pregnant with Flora. I was overjoyed!

I brushed her bangs out of her face and kissed her forehead. I watched my little angel try to form words and she said.

Flora: I.....i wuvvv you.....

She smiled at me and clapped her hands. I smiled back at her and cradled her little head in my hand. She was mommies little angel :)

She held my hand as i tried to leave. She didnt want me to go. It broke my heart to leave her in her crib but i had to get to sleep so i could take care of her in the morning. So i said goodnight and left her little pink room. 

I smoothed out my side of the bed so it would be comfortable when i got in and so i didnt make to much noise. I didnt want to wake up jacob. 

I pulled down the covers and began to get into bed when i heard Jacobs voice.

Jacob: Jasmine?

His eyes squinted at me searching for my face.

Jasmine: Yeah

Jacob: Where were you?

Jasmine: i had to get up and take care of Flora

Jacob: Oh 

He halfed smiled at me and shut his eyes.

Jacob: Well come here beutiful. I wont bite :)

I smiled at him then got in and felt his arms rap around my waist. This was the best place in the world to be :)